June 2024

2024. 

Do people still read blogs nowadays ? 

Well, if you're still here, and you stayed reading my rambling thoughts and life update that no one ever asked, Thank you. :)

Anyway, life updates ; 

1. It's June ! We've already been through half of 2024 ! 

2. Its been a year since I work in a private center and currently I am only working part time. So I have my weekend off now. 

3. Currently living in my own house. Yes baby, another asset to pay. Let's hope I always make enough money to pay for this. Amen.  

4. Didn't finish my degree on time cause the sudden overwhelm that I feel. Decided to drop it off and maybe pick up where I left off later on. Maybe next year ? I don;t know.

5. Still having the love hate relationship with my job, yes. It's been yearssss, but still. Hmm 

6. Just married, to the man that I never thought and not even the slightest. *insert lol emojis* >.<  Well, life is like that. You never actually can expect what's in for you. 

So, yeah, that's pretty much it in a nutshell.
Life is a bit of a rollercoaster right now, but I'm trying to embrace the ups and downs. 

so how's life for you ?

 

Skincare Talk

Hi lovelies . 

Just wanted to share some skincare tips that I have learn throughout my years in reducing my skin problems. I don't really have the worst issue, just the regular acne, uneven skin tone, too oily, too dry, lookin dull and all.  

dark spots everywhere and dull looking skin

slowly but surely

A skincare journey is always an experiment. I also learning about ingredients on skincare to choose what is best for me. 

haven't got the perfect skin yet but it does looks healthy than before

Anyway, here are a simple skincare tips for you guys that can help to improve the health and appearance of your skin : 

1. Cleanse your skin regularly: Cleansing your skin twice a day (in the morning and at night) can help remove dirt, oil, and makeup, and prevent clogged pores.

2. Exfoliate regularly: Exfoliating once or twice a week can help remove dead skin cells and improve skin texture.

3. Protect your skin from the sun: Exposure to UV rays can cause skin damage, such as wrinkles and age spots, and increase the risk of skin cancer. Use a broad-spectrum sunscreen with at least SPF 30, and wear protective clothing and a hat when you're in the sun.

4. Stay hydrated: Drinking plenty of water can help keep your skin hydrated and improve its elasticity.

5. Get enough sleep: Lack of sleep can cause dark circles, puffiness, and other skin problems. Aim for at least 7-8 hours of sleep per night.

6. Eat a healthy diet: A diet rich in fruits, vegetables, whole grains, and lean proteins can provide your skin with the nutrients it needs to stay healthy and radiant.

7. Manage stress: Stress can cause skin problems, such as acne and eczema. Practice stress-reducing techniques, such as yoga, meditation, or deep breathing.

8. Use gentle skincare products: Harsh products can strip your skin of its natural oils and cause irritation. Choose skincare products that are gentle and suited for your skin type.

9. Don't smoke: Smoking can cause wrinkles, dullness, and other skin problems. Quitting smoking can improve the health and appearance of your skin.

Remember, everyone's skin is different, so it's important to find a skincare routine that works for you. If you have specific skin concerns, such as acne or eczema, consult with a dermatologist who can recommend personalized skincare products and treatments.

I am putting my trust in you , Lord .

Taking a leap of faith.

The resume that I've sent out got a positive feedback from one of the center I sent. I got an interview from the owner of the centre itself . To be honest, I came unprepared and I just hoping for the best during my interview. 

I almost got nothing when she ask me to tell a little bit about myself.  I don't even know what I was saying . I forgot to tell her how old am I, and i proceed telling her about a little bit about my working experience. 

One thing that I really remember she asked me was, " are you ready to leave from what you have now ? You're taking a leap of faith by leaving." and she asked me if I am aware of that. 

I've been away from home for as long as I can remember, and my parents are getting old, they need all the help they could get. I don't get any younger either. Also I hate that feeling when you're away from home and you get that" kind of news from your family. My parents were also keep asking me go back. Yes, I can get a transfer. But I don't think I can't get a transfer so soon. Maybe another year or two, but I don't know if I can wait that long. 

Well, I know for some having a job in the gov sector was a dream come true. But as for me now, I prefer working in a place where I feel secure, and happy. (Yes, being in the gov sector is much more secure than anything else, and it is a comfort place for everyone. I wouldn't doubt any of that.) 

"Oh you're ruining your career for the sake of going back and working in a small company." 

Yeah, well its better than i'm ruining my mental health for the sake of satisfying the people who don't even care about your health. 

I want to go home. I want to come back to my hometown. I believe opportunity are everywhere, we just have to find it and took that chances.

Ohhh I am so gonna throw my success in front of these people faces that's been doubting me. 

January 2023

Happy new year ! 

Thought that I will be engaged by now, right? Well, long story short, we decided to postpone our e-day, because I can't get back home early and If I manage to get a cheaper ticket it still expensive for me, RM500 for a one-way ticket? uhm. too much. and it will be over budget. But it is still a blessing, cause we both still have time to save up more for the day, I guess. 

Business is a bit slow, well I am too seldom promoting my brow business so, yeah match the energy. 

I've been sending my resume to a private center around KK, finger crossed I will get at least one positive feedback from them.  Work has been overwhelming nowadays. Too much unnecessary and I silly things need to be done now. I HATE IT.  And now, we have weekly unnecessary meetings. 

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