The resume that I've sent out got a positive feedback from one of the center I sent. I got an interview from the owner of the centre itself . To be honest, I came unprepared and I just hoping for the best during my interview.
I almost got nothing when she ask me to tell a little bit about myself. I don't even know what I was saying . I forgot to tell her how old am I, and i proceed telling her about a little bit about my working experience.
One thing that I really remember she asked me was, " are you ready to leave from what you have now ? You're taking a leap of faith by leaving." and she asked me if I am aware of that.
I've been away from home for as long as I can remember, and my parents are getting old, they need all the help they could get. I don't get any younger either. Also I hate that feeling when you're away from home and you get that" kind of news from your family. My parents were also keep asking me go back. Yes, I can get a transfer. But I don't think I can't get a transfer so soon. Maybe another year or two, but I don't know if I can wait that long.
Well, I know for some having a job in the gov sector was a dream come true. But as for me now, I prefer working in a place where I feel secure, and happy. (Yes, being in the gov sector is much more secure than anything else, and it is a comfort place for everyone. I wouldn't doubt any of that.)
"Oh you're ruining your career for the sake of going back and working in a small company."
Yeah, well its better than i'm ruining my mental health for the sake of satisfying the people who don't even care about your health.
I want to go home. I want to come back to my hometown. I believe opportunity are everywhere, we just have to find it and took that chances.
Ohhh I am so gonna throw my success in front of these people faces that's been doubting me.
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