Being an adult.

When I was younger, I cannot wait to grow up and have my own job, my own money so I can spend on anything that I want.   

But today, as I grow up I realized being and adult is not easy. There is no a guide book on how to be an adult. Adulting is not easy as I thought it would be. It's not just about me earning money for myself . Its about a lot of other things.  Adulting means to take care of your own shits,  try to solve them on your own and when you have a job, you have to give back to your parents too, never forget that. 

There is always a time when I doesn't have enough money for myself. sometimes I don't even eat just to save some money for emergency till my next payday. Well, almost every month actually 😂  

But as people say, be thankful for you still be able to pay your own bills and at least give back to your parents even it just a small amount.